this morning we drove june to the airport.
the car ride was almost silent. just like the drive we took 10 months ago as we drove her home to herriman.
our home has been somber and solemn.
i told will that it feels so strange, almost like someone has passed away.
we knew this was going to be hard, but we weren't quite prepared for this hard.
there have been many tears today- and my feelings are all over the place.
last night. packing her stuff. watching her room being emptied of her things was awful for me.
trying to make it all fit.
last family photo. this morning before the airport.
nobody wanted to be doing this.
shifting the weight to make it work.
just waiting for the horrible moment to come.
our
final
goodbyes.
even with a packed airport- no shame in our emotions.
very last photo. with jenny. the same way she came into our lives.